Not only did I find an overwhelming amount of statistics and information about how a business that objectifies men, women, and children as sex entertainment manages to be a billion dollar industry, but I also learned more about the way it affects a relationship. I found out what tends to happen when someone frequently watches porn.
When I think back on this particular time in my life, I am able to see how I projected onto God my understanding of love. I reasoned, ‘How could God be showing me so much love without wanting anything in return? He must be doing this only because He wants me to be a nun.’